big ass mood bich
What it is to submit to Him
It’s doing things the way He likes them done. Even when we aren’t physically together, and He would never know the difference.
It’s honouring Him around others, by only ever speaking well of Him.
It’s waiting until seven o'clock precisely, every morning, before sending my good morning text. Not that He wouldn’t allow an earlier text some days. But that’s the time He told me right at the beginning of our relationship, and it is a small gesture to show that i listen and try to remember things He tells me.
It’s the feeling of safety, to be under His control, His decision making, and His leadership.
It’s finding my true place in the world.
It’s finally understanding at least one part of this crazy brain of mine.
It’s being at peace, knowing that i have at least one constant, unwavering stronghold. Him.
It’s knowing that i have the freedom to be my true self. It’s the honour of belonging to a great Man.
It’s trying my best, every day, to please Him.
It’s attempting to push aside self confidence issues, to give Him more of what He wants.
It’s brimming over with joy when He tells me i did good.
It’s a hundred different things, on a hundred different days.
It’s not always easy. It’s sometimes challenging.
It’s a beautiful, powerful, head mashing, work in progress, heart achingly spectacular thing.




